Tuesday, December 4, 2018

break me


gaze fixed on the wall in the catacombs of wishes
torn among some bruised roses and dead kisses
carmine reflections in the hollow
mirrors inside the maze of battered emotions
glassy eyes drunk on tears of eternal sorrow
locked in a cage with lions
holding on to the shreds that used to be a life
my life
wondering when did I lose myself in this ocean
hypnotized

break me

cornered by shards from a shattered glass of wine
old bloodstained floor that became my shrine
cheers for Mr and Mrs - Perfect 
illusions glimmer underneath tears of doom
putrefied love scattered on bare naked
skin awaiting for me to bloom
yet all it was and will ever be - a lie
my sweet lie
wondering how did I lose myself in this ocean
mesmerized 

break me
I wanna dream a bit more

haunted by ghosts of obsessive love 
I'm a prisoner of my own thoughts 
desperately trying to find an escape 
from its choking vines wrapped around my heart
yet all I do is dig deeper the grave
that will eventually rip it apart
and that hollow maze filled with the dead echoes a cry
a distant cry
making me wonder why did I lose myself
magnetized

break me
I wanna dream a bit more
away from it all

Thursday, October 11, 2018

evgeny freeone

blue


blue


eva ethylene vinyl acetate


mary jane's last dance


master & m


plastic


risky relations


Friday, October 5, 2018

yayashin (bruno wagner)

andhema


chimera 1


chimera 2


chimera 3


corbel


guardian 2


guardian 1


satyr


succube


vampire


ryohei hase

album cover for l'arc-en-ciel


his only wish was to touch


Sunday, August 12, 2018

fairy tale

what are you wearing, love
now, that the magic's gone

is that a limp from last night's dance
veiled within romance
blissful ignorance

some lipstick on your neck
flashes of lust that bled
a fairy tale in your head

what are you wearing, love
now, that you sobered up

is that the scent of passion
sweetest delusion
a perfect fusion

traces of fingernails on your ribs
a sigh on your lips
sealed by a kiss

what are you wearing, love
now, that you're alone

are those trails of hope
whirling alongside the rope
squeezing your throat

the imprint of a smile on your heart
tearing it apart
till the monsters start

creeping back to where they belong
inside you, in your nightmares' song


Saturday, July 14, 2018

home

like a cockroach dipping into the moist of the darkness
I cradle within your numbness
stay when others would leave
whisper words you wanna believe
I am the parasite brewing in the hollow chambers of your heart
eating it up tearing you apart
I am pain
I am misery
I am everything you hate to be

I am every thing you've lost, every thing you thought you had
the part of you that's a little bit more dead
with every night that passes by
I dismember the lie
chop its limbs piece by piece
cease the disease 
I am pain
I am death
I am everything you wanna lack

I feed your fears
embrace your tears
your insatiable lust for secret dreams coming true
I know what defines you
the monsters hiding under your bed
the silent sorrow in your head
I am emptiness
nothingness
I am the loneliness
that never leaves
that never leaves you alone
I am home

Saturday, June 30, 2018

derrick santini

goddess of love


love's dream


metamorphosis


metamorphosis


maja borowicz

alone 

eva leave



metamorphosis


on the edge ages


sensitivity of destiny


the memory of tomorrow


the shadow of the future


they


twilight of the future


Saturday, April 28, 2018

waltz

I know it'll have an end
my angel of death
all the comfort, all the warmth
the safety of your arms
will fade into oblivion
soon
I know you'll kiss my life away
so dance with me today
shadows of the dark
ignite a dying spark
I know I have my demons to feed
yet I let my passion bleed
memories of you
in blue
I followed you into the ocean's depth
sought to touch your last breath
I know a ghost's pursue
would kill me before you
danced with me at long last
empty spirits of a forgotten past
I know my feelings would rot
before I woke up
still life's pulsing through my veins
and I let slip I'm in chains
I know this waltz would crumble
there's no light at the end of the tunnel
yet beneath the sounds of anguish
there's a wish
to dance with me veiled within screams
silhouettes of shredded dreams
dance with me till the end
my angel of death

Friday, April 13, 2018

goodbye

there's winter in my head
its snow hides within the stench of the dead
laughter went first, then my smile
now even my tears lie lifeless in a sty
slaughtered dreams, dried up hopes
stare at innocence's putrefied corpse
love buried six feet under
faded into the howling thunder
of morality's abandoned graveyard
filled with withered flowers, suffocating scars

as the stars gaze at the nothingness of reality
embedded into lethargic vanity 
while those compulsive urges writhe in agony
trying in vain to abstain from this depravity
I fed my illusions sheltered them well
time to say goodbye
bye bye bloodless butterfly

I still smell those dandelions
they're like an imprint on numb neurons
reminiscent of suppressed times
when unattainable ideals ruthlessly smiled
when there was no infection flooding through my veins
my tiny little yellow hurricanes
waiting for me to revive their seductiveness 
lured into nothing less
than abomination-like fantasies
heartbroken soul remedies

i'm but a slave so cold
with no pure petals left to withhold
lost among caresses tainted with blood
wondering about the stars above
all those regrets i miss so much
a memory of a faded touch
I fed my illusions, sheltered them well
so goodbye
bye bye bloodless butterfly

them stars yet gaze at squalid tears
as cumbersome echoes mumble in my ears
a lullaby with razorblade bows on my wrists
and I listen to its tunes released in the mist
dripping steadily into the abyss
of unconsciousness
beautiful madness
stay blessed
I fed my illusions sheltered them well
one last time I kiss you goodbye
so bye bye bloodless butterfly
I will let you die



Monday, April 2, 2018

Monday, March 26, 2018

Friday, March 23, 2018

arthur berzinsh

placenta

anathema


art needs sacrifice

extract


crocodile gena


cryptoriana - the seductiveness of decay (cradle of filth album cover)


eve by river



fleur du mal


harakiri


kiss


leidenshaft (passion)


liebestod (death by love)


love is stronger than death


milda (our freedom is in our hands)


natal period



shibari


siesta


summer breeze


velvet. flesh. scars.


yellow birds