blue rabbit pt. 2

deep down at the bottom of a wrecked sea

creeping amongst the wailings of a banshee the blue rabbit wished he could hop

he wished the waves to lift him up

as his heavy heart weighed him down 

underground 

the path vanished underneath his feet

he has lain there collapsed in defeat 

ever since forever with his eyes open wide 

eaten away, waiting in vain for a dim ray of light 

but there's darkness everywhere around 

underground 

corpses fell, hit the floor with a heavy thud

silent screams drained of blood 

drained of life he has watched and watched 

the abysmal horror unfold above 

and he's found his dreams drowned

underground 

sun

my sun forgot to rise today

scorching darkness took its place

I can't see

I can't feel

I can't breathe 

I'm chocking on my thoughts 

lost

even words are dead

all gibberish in my head 

worms crawling up my bed

this must be the end

nothing comes through 

the chords of impenetrable blues 

sunken beyond the depth

emptiness on the edge

my sun forgot to rise today

paralysed parasites took its place 

I can't fly

I can't die

I can't cry

tears have dried inside out

shout

the sounds froze 

in my throat 

time stands still

I'm ill

no strength to kill

its will

I'm burning 

burning out slowly 

surely 

20 years after

here I am

once again 

disconnected from the world

playing the same lame chord

my throat is dry

I've got no more tears left to cry

no more hope to hope

I'm at the end of the rope

I feel my stomach in the mouth

about to vomit every uncouth 

thought of acidic suicide

and the numbness beside

the heart - it's racing 

its speed increasing 

my chest can't hold it anymore 

an abomination I abhor 

my shaky hands 

have lost their strength 

there's nothing left 

except the pest

nothing has changed 

I'm still estranged 

still all by myself 

my brain's a floating kelp

twenty years have passed 

I lived more or less

the dreams I had

still hurt bad

once again 

I stare into the rain 

wish for it to go away 

leave me one more day

it made it to fall

the ramshackle wall

it scattered the trash

filled in the gash

it shattered the glass on the floor 

the room came to a dreadful eyesore 

crimson stains everywhere 

stupefied fear in the air

yet I'm still here

to the end near

you know why

let me die

let me die