home

like a cockroach dipping into the moist of the darkness
I cradle within your numbness
stay when others would leave
whisper words you wanna believe
I am the parasite brewing in the hollow chambers of your heart
eating it up tearing you apart
I am pain
I am misery
I am everything you hate to be

I am every thing you've lost, every thing you thought you had

the part of you that's a little bit more dead
with every night that passes by
I dismember the lie
chop its limbs piece by piece
cease the disease 

I am pain
I am death

I am everything you wanna lack

I feed your fears
embrace your tears
your insatiable lust for secret dreams coming true
I know what defines you
the monsters hiding under your bed
the silent sorrow in your head
I am emptiness
nothingness
I am the loneliness
that never leaves
that never leaves you alone
I am home