Saturday, March 11, 2023

alone

I thought you were him
the dream in my dream 
the yearn from the hole
that soothes my soul 

I thought you were here
holding me dear
hand in hand
until the end

it's all in my head
my dream is dead

my door is screeching
my floor is creaking 
the silence's screaming
you are not alone
all on your own 

it's all in my head
my dream is dead  

you tricked me again 
but I am to blame 
I've let it happen 
and now I'm broken 

I'm drifting away
no reason to stay
in this shitpit of life
no longer alive

it's all in my head 
my dream is dead 

my world is shaking 
my strength is breaking 
the silence's howling 
you are not alone 
all on your own 

it's all in my head 
my dream is dead 

the pain is all gone
my lungs are now numb
I choke on the air
obnoxious affair 

the darkness glistens
none's there to listen 
the angels aren't there
the demons don't care

my heart is bleeding 
my self is dying
my silence's roaring 
I am alone
all on my own