Saturday, July 27, 2024

maybe


If I were the rocks at her feet
Holding her ground when it's too shaky
When she had seen too much of the world's deceit
When she feels her homeless heart breakin'

If I were the soil underneath 
Nourishing her desiccated roots
When she's struggling to breathe 
Under the weight of life's boots 

If I were the sun lighting up her way
In her darkest hours of her darkest thoughts
Warming her pretty pettels so frail
To give her the comfort she sought

If I were her wind to carry her voice 
The cool breeze above her tormented soul
To grant her wistful wish to rejoice
Once more to feel seamlessly whole

If I were the rain to soothe her thirst
To help her grow out of her shell
To show her love, to be the first
To walk her past this horrid hell

If I were her everlasting everything
Maybe then she would bloom 
Again with delicate sparkling
For her passionate perfume

tonight

tonight the stars twinkle no more
as my moon bleeds down the sky
there's no thing left fighting for
no thing to wipe my eyes dry

the lurking darkness inside 
spread its hollow limbs all over
a heart that relentlessly sighed
beseeching some closure

tonight I disappear 
into the thin air
tonight I fear 
no more the flare
of dread and pain 

tonight desolation is my friend 
silently pacing by my side
until I find my endless end
with my broken pieces collide

tonight I disappear 
into the thin air
tonight I fear 
no more the flare
of dread and pain
I'm drained 





Wednesday, July 10, 2024

storm

I'm caught up in this storm
on my way home 
it's pouring down my tears 
flooding my eyes for years 

years of constant fears
shriek of terror in my ears 
and the anxiety that  crawls in
all over my decayed skin

I'ma carve it out
there's no doubt 
I just need to cut deep
enough - I'm a creep 

a few more steps up the ridge
no more pain in this glitch
I'm living day by day
my fix is on the way

thunders roar
down the shore 
from crimson clouds 
numbing shouts

of my crimson thoughts
chocking knots
as I walk, walk alone
on my way home