8:11 p.m.
light a cigarette
fasten the tourniquet
shh... listen
to the smoke whisper
fairytales long forgotten
fill your head with childish fantasies
listen
to the cry of a guitar
writhing your soul out
loosen up your heartbeat packed with anxieties
11:46 p.m.
breathe
breathe out the stones
holding you down
break the chains of your unconscious memories
tremble
watch it flood with red
dripping
tripping into a smile
hysterically laugh at your foolish insecurities
it'll heal
it's not too deep
it's cold
so damn cold
it's running through
I'm shivering
shaking
breaking into pieces
yet filling my head with poisonous positivities
it'll heal
it's not too deep
2:17 a.m.
sleep
stop them chords
they're so loud
shake it off, think of other remedies
sleep
the sky is pink
sink deeper within
the bomb went off - stop counting casualties
all is dead
in the end
3:08 a.m.
close the windows
lock the doors
shut them out
everything, everyone, all living-creeping realities
4:29 a.m.
tick-tock
the clock's ticking
stamping in your head centrifugal anomalies
tick-tock
tick-tock
tick-tock
stop
make it stop
find them, throw them out, them damn disturbances
stop
they're not real
that putrefied air in your lungs made you lose your faculties
scream
let all out
shut them down, drown in tears, forget all the stupidities
6:42
smile
wake up
smile
wipe it clean
time for brand new fuckeries